anyone wants to watch lovepuke on the 12th june at 8pm? the esplanade.. theatre studio (AHH WHAT LOVELY MEMORIES. =D. heh)

here.

i have a new chair in my room! :) so does beks! hahaha.

some poor guy in sengkang is gonna walk to his lorry tomorrow and go.. what the fuck.. haha.

i ate the biggest prata ive ever seen in my entire life just now at jalankayu.... its like three times the size of a normal prata..

now its bed time! yay! tomorrow the stmargs people are meeting.. yay!

fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you..... agh bloody asshole.

tash acting pro... haha. that lil drama queen..

chubbycheeks kai..

fall to fly.

it doesnt work. trust me.

i got baptised on 25th dec 1999.

but i dont like christmas.

running on empty
running blind
running into the sun
running behind

i want to cry!! :( boohoo.

agh, forget it.

this is so random.

but the other day.. the 7 of us took a maxicab to holland for only $15. and we watched tom&jerry on our way there. the uncle said.. "see you all small kids.. give you all cartoons." wahh dont tell me if old man then got porn? lol..

and you know the madagascar board at cine with holes for kids to put their heads through? i saw a small girl whos head got stuck there. and it got stuck right after denise and i went.. "hahaha imagine if her head gets stuck." and then the next thing we know.. she was screaming.. hahhaha.

just got home.... and i doubt i'll have a good rest tonight cos theres soccer! and it means my bro will keep coming into my room to use the com.. agh.

im so so so sick of chinese food. this week alone, i ate chinese food more than 5 times! tuesday alone i ate chinese food for lunch and dinner. today i ate chinese food for lunch and dinner again. i am about to puke at the sight of hotplatetoufu, froglegs, slicedfishes, spinich and ewwww yuck.

caught madagascar today with tash, kai, jerald! :) super funny. thou i fell asleep halfway for about 20 minutes. went to swim the the girls and jerald too!

ahhhh i am damn proud of myself. i didnt shop today even though my sister offered to get me a pair of shoes from hue. but then again, come to think of it.. there wasnt really anything much for me. its hue.. so not my age. anyway my sister bought a pair of wedges. hahaha. and her friend jean bought 3 pairs of shoes, same design.. different color. ha..

ok im gonna go take pictures of the stuff i wanna sell later. im superrr broke.

ahhhh im high on baron's. what the fuck..

work was okay.. superrrr boring. talking, laughing and everything else. but my poor colleague's girlfriend is pregnant. so this other girl and i accompanied that poor guy to some coffeeshop near westmall for baron's.

6 bottles of baron's between the 3 of us. now i badly need a smoke but i have no cigs with me and my dad is awake so i cannot steal his cig. fuck.

llalalallala. i miss you! really. after the conversation with my colleague. fuckkk.

okayyyy. and im cranky.

was supposed to go to liquid room tonight. but i was in my m1 shirt and ya clubbing with a starwars tee isnt the nicest thing to do.......

i want more beerr!!!!!! lalallalala.

shittttttttttt. i hate coming home when im still a lil bit tipsy..... fuck.

i really had quite a bad day in the morning.
i wanted 15 minutes for my bus, ran to work. and yah. ate horrible breakfast from delifrance.

ive got a gut feeling its gonna be a bad day.

now im looking forward to coming home to sleep tonight. ahhh sleeeep. :)

gosh God works in such amazing ways. i just had the nicest christian taxi uncle ever. he gave me verses, talked to me, etc etc. uncle francis. gave me some flyers for his church and all. together with his name, email and mobile number on it. he asked me to read Acts16.. hmm. and check out www.chick.com

anywayyyy went to town in the end with denise. and we didnt shop at all! hahaha. slacked around and landed up at rocky's.. felt like a cinekid. lol.

saw cherylbelle&co. lol. and went to holland with them, cat and crystal in the end! ahhhh it was like a stmargs outing.. complete with all that bitching. gosh. so sinful.

AND BELLE IS MY NEW PART TIME GIRLFRIEND... SHE WILL BUY ME GIFTS ONCE EVERY FORTNIGHT. AND NO, SEX WONT BE A PROBLEM... HAHAHHAHA. HOR? AND CAN I HAVE A GOLD ROSE??? AND YESS LAHH I LOVE YOU.

i had the worst slicedfishhorfun ever. YUCK.

i broke up with belle for 2 minutes just now. then we patched back.

im turning 19 in about 7 months time. gosh.. 19!
almost reaching level 2 already... haha. denise and i had this super good theory. basement, level1, level2 and it goes on.. hehhehheh.

my mom is quite pissed with me because i asked my bro in law to help be buy a bottle of baileys the last time he came back from japan. and just yesterday, my aunt came back from perth and i asked her to help me get a bottle of vodka. now mommy calls me the young alcoholic. she says not even danny&david (my 2 brothers) like drinking so much. (as if you know lah mommy..) but whereas her 2 daughters.. jiejie&i like drinking to the extend i will always drink a glass of baileysontherocks when im at my sisters place with her. so now she thinks she has alcoholic daughters. and very perfect sons.

okay im going to town
im not buying ANYTHING
no no no no no.

wahlao damn sian. i just woke up.

and i have no plans for today... AGH!!!

and i really really dont wanna go to town cos its the greatsingaporesale. and i reallllly dont want to shop. or rather be tempted to shop.....

aghhhhh. dammit. what a boring friday.

my body clock is so screwed up now. people wake up, i go and sleep. ahhhh.

i miss youuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhaa.

such a lazy thursday! went out with my sister and the girls just now in the evening. had dinner while my bro in law played golf. i still dont get golf. one long stick, one small ball, one small hole. for wat? nuts..

went to my sister's place after that to watch tv with the girls.. ahhh they're absolute cuteness. :)

went to holland after that to meet cat and denise. beer at breko's.. coffeeshop for horfun.. tango's for more drinks..

AND WE WENT TO A NIGHTCLUB AFTER THAT!!!!!! hahahha!!! the excitement.. its at errrr near zouk. its DAMN nice.. went there.. more drinks.. whiskeywhiskey.. and basically alot of observing.. quite interesting! there goes my virgin nightclub experience.. sure an eye opener i must say. alot alot better than i expected.. not sleazy at all. (unless you wanna talk about the ugly uniforms the staff were wearing)

prawn noodles after that! ahhh no im bloody full.

daph: -staring into space after finishing my prawn noodles-
cat: oeii wat are u looking at?
daph: nothing lah.. haha
cat: dont think your sister called daisy you can daze..
daph: wahlao...

so last night at 3am, i was so bored i decided to pack my wardrobe. or rather just half of the bags section.

now i have alot of bags for sale! anyone wants mambo backpack? outdoor backpack? projectshop tote bag? haha.. i sell to you lah.

clearing my bags is so fun! i found not one but TWO black fans. (yes yes, my one and only fav black fan.. im on my fourth cos i keep losing them.) okay.. so you see.. if i found two.. and i have one more in my current bag.. where's the other one? its somewhere in bukitpanjang...... jelapang road if im not wrong..... hahaa. and yes this is a major hint for the person to return it to me!! and i found many many coins! handphone pouches, packets and packets of tissuepaper, 6 lighters, many many receipts... and alot of other funny stuff.

okay! today im gonna attempt to clear my clothes!

"whats your name?"
ana
"ana what?"
anaconda.....

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and wait, everyone listen to _______ & ________'s rendition of silent night.
-silence- ________ & _________ continue standing there, hands clasped together.. mouths moving.
________ & _________: "silent night mah!!"

.............................................

gosh hell do i miss you and your bad jokes.

jie, mommy and i! on my 18th.. im the fattest....

hello jiejie, i love you.. please dont kill me when you hear what i wanna tell you soon. please dont.....

yes yes, in the toilet..

the 31stdecember people at the lovely scarlet hotel...

jer and i..... where else but chinatown's hotel81.. around 1am.. 31st dec 2004..

the m1 girls.. some.. not all.... xmas eve last year!

the m1 temp staff.. or rather the ex...

a lana cake, tash and i..

my mom's side! my birthday bbq last year... :) still got 10 more not present.. my fav people..

kai, my bro in law and my sister. new years eve last year..

since wai complained that i posted a damn horrid picture of her back in sec 4.. heres one on her 18th last year! :) ahh the chalet..... okay i was beyond gone when this picture was taken. i only saw it the next day when i was more sober. and yah that was her birthday kiss.. the 3 of us, the sec 4 days.. gosh miss you two. wai, stop working and start meeting us.

how could anyone NOT love the shanghai divas? "massive" memories! =D gosh and its been a year.

I just want to breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little, cry a little
Live a little more
I just want to face the day
Forget about the wars of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little, try a little more
I'll breathe again

a damn beautiful song. thank you lester. and no i didnt cry.. not that emotional hor...

ooo im feeling happy!

i just finished watching achristmascarol on the hallmark channel! (god knows why they're showing a christmas show in may?!!)

now i feel all happy and all i wanna do is make the world a better place and love my family!! hahahha. yea yea now roll your eyes.

the greatsingaporesale is coming on *gasp* TWO days.... and its gonna last for about a month.

i wont be shopping.
i wont be shopping.
i wont be shopping.
i wont be shopping.

im serious.
im serious.
im serious.

i almost died in my sleep last night. i was in such an awkard position that when i tried to stand up at 3am to use the freaking toilet.. i actually pulled some stupid muscle and i screamed so loudly my mom came into the room. i was paralysed for about 5 minutes. ha ha ha.

dinner with bev was good.. my mom likes her quite abit! haha.

no no no daphne, you're not gonna shop in the next one month..........

next week there's gonna be a party.
next week there's gonna be a party!

yayyy!!!!! :)

denise and i and alot of our eyebags.. haha.

i cannot find my mickey pouch.. its lost.. its somewhere in my room... bahh. ohhmickeyyouresofineyouresofineyoublowmymind.

all that cottoncandy... partnersincrime!

do you know they give away free cottoncandy in paragon? actually i think its only meant for kids.. but when cat and i saw the cottoncandy stand, we actually walked towards it cos we wanted to buy it. but the guy was like.. "come, have some candyfloss." and we were like... errrrrr okay! haha.

theres this new shop in windmillshoppingcentre. the one in hollandvee.. they sell mainly sextoys and condoms. cat and i went in yesterday.. haha. gosh they have dildos of all colors and sizes...... and vibrators are fucking expensive. and they sell funny emergency kits there too.. camel camel.....

everyone go read playtimes!

i slept for 14 hours last night. aghhh, i hate being sick. i probably used up half a box of tissuepaper.

i need to look for a job..........
i need to color my hair......... its been half a year since i last colored my hair............. HALF A YEAR! and to think that i colored my hair 8 times last year........ :( but this year... not even once... wahlao!!
i need to cut my hair......... short.......

i watched them play mahjong on sunday..

a very pinkish crystal and i. ooo thats the shirt and necklace that danny got for me.. the necklace was his last gift to me before he left.. and sometime last year, he passed this shirt to enlai to pass it to me..

cottoncandy puffpuff whooshwhoosh wheewhee

i tried puking twice since i came home. but nothing is coming out.

im freezing but i know that if i switch the air con off, i will die drowning in a pool of my own perspiration.

aghhhhhhhhhhhh i hate being sick. plus mommy is going to my sister's house tomorrow...... aghhhhhh.

ahhh runny nose. sore throat. teary eyes. yellow stuff coming outta my mouth and nose. SICK.

i think im sick. probably my retribution for lying on saturday. AGHHHH. naninanipoopoo daphne... good one.

and i was out for almost 12 hours! met my sister for lunch.. shopped around suntec.. went to town to meet cat.. ran errands.. we went to holland to meet denise.. drank coffee and they had a haircut.. (the poor guy at urban ease, i swear he's so gonna turn homosexual after hearing denise, cat, joe and i bitch about all the scandals.) then we went to valley point... ate at some chinese place that served nice limejuice but horrible frogleg.. and yah took $2.60 cab rides.......

im gonna freeze myself in my room tonight and get my much needed rest!

on the day im meeting my sis for lunch, my throat is fucking sore. and my nose is running.. agh!

is the sun behind the moon?

I always looked up on the ones who walked away choosing themselves over preset ways of looking at a future that had no room for the questions they lived for always knew i never could have walked away myself my self worth was beyond any help and i didnt care to test it against the rejection i had seen before but those i loved so much they underwent a change they're working forty hours they got caught in the game like junkies running dry, the vulnerability they're always there on time we're never satisfied like junkies running dry this wonderful generosity a third of our lives to do what we please doesn't look that great to me in fact it doesnt even look fair they call it youthful idealism and even I would have to agree with them except some of us grow up and its still there I grow up too slow I don't wanna go but now i'm working just like everyone else but ill get out of here

hell yea i will.

i almost quarreled with this ah lian at work today. fucking one hell of a lian actually threw her ezlink card at me.. yes the one with the fat cheeks and all.

had supper with jacob and bev at kimsanleng! the barley there is damn nice.. ahhhh. :)

That fading youth that leaves no trace
That tick-tick-ticking that leaves no trace
That final design, that self-destruct
That condescending critic who's out for blood
The dark at the top of the stairs
I'm running scared

That twilight flash, that one-night stand
That grand illusion, that radar scan
That piece by piece, that bit by bit
That electric whine by mechanical lips
The dark at the top of the stairs
I'm running scared

I don't know where I'm running now, I'm just running on
Running on - running on empty
Running on - running blind
Running on - running into the sun
But I'm running behind

i hate waking up with puffy eyes and double eyelids.

ahhh the people who produced tasha and kyra! my sister's d&d this year.. i think she looks like some taiwanese woman.....

ahhh classic. 2002.. tash and baby kai..

2003! my birthday bbq.. my cousin's kid and tash. i think tash looks damn sweet here.. haha.

my all time favourite picture! :)

errrr.

the area outside out class, we made ah meng go down to take the picture for us.

sec 3... when we went to the toilet almost after every lesson..... ah meng, wai, me, cat, denise..

wahh and this is way back in 2002!

hahah cat and i december 2003......

do u want some candyyy..

hahahha xmas 2002!! christina crystal and i at err some bridge?

i wanna go away like how you did......

thank you for not replying emails, thank you for not calling. wait.. did they say you're my brother? ahh i wanna cut my hair like that again.

a picture taken about 2 years ago... there about..

cokecokecoke.. dingtaifeng about 2 weeks ago.. we had this mini room to ourselves.

tiara, scarf, baby pram.. whats next.

my lil princess.

she sings and dances along to mtv..

my little chubby vain pot.

i hatehatehate bugisvillage. went to parco with my mom and favourite aunt just now. so while they were having coffee and talking about godknowswhat.. i decided to cross the road to check out the supposedly new revamped bugis village.

bugisvillage was super packed. sweaty people. smoke everywhere. gosh. i doubt i will go back though i saw this damn nice necklace.

curry and watching people play mahjong at irene's place! was SO close to going zouk.. but nah im working full tomorrow. dammit!

now im feeling super full. but then again, i feel like munching on something.

i saw the most perfect pair of shoes. its a.... can-match-with-everything shoe... last pair. but not my size. dammit. and i saw the most perfect pair of white pointed flats. but mommy REFUSED to buy it for me.. she always does the whole "go home and count how many pairs of shoes you have" thing on me. agh. saw thos damn nice top from topshop too. its quite low though. it goes all the way down till its below the bra area. tried it and my aunt thought it was nice. showed my mom and the first thing she did was ask me to change outta it cos it was too low. bahh. so i said.. "okay mommy how about this.. i will wear a tube when im wearing it. please?" and .... "no dont come and lie to me you wont.. go and change now.. im not getting you that.."

i wanna go to snowcity tomorrow!! :(

woke up early today (or rather saturday) for the agnesb sale.

i just realised that its been 7 months since ive been out on a saturday. i sound so deprived. ha ha ha. and suntec was just swimming with familes. gosh..

met my fav aunt and cousin at suntec to go for the agnesb sale. very little people there. met cain and the rest there too. actually theres quite alot of stuff to buy. but just that they are not essentials. i only got myself a jacket. its one of those essential jacket. like err red-with-gold-buttons-to-wear-on-days-you-feel-lazy kinda jacket. haha. and it was damn cheap. only about a hundred after 70%! and yes everything in that conventionhall was 70%!!!

i really need to stop buying jackets. my fetish for jackets isnt of much use to my wardrobe because singapore is so damn hot. in the past month, i bought 3 jackets already. ahhh.

so funny from suntec cain and the rest of us took a bus to town. and then we realised that we didnt have enough coins.. so shannon sweetly asked the uncle whether can discount or not.. hahaha. and yah.. can. so it was town, running in the rain. and more food at bk! star star star! :)

agh was supposed to NOT shop today. but i saw this damn nice bag at heeren. its another one of those essentials. (just wait till i get my green shoes) and yah i gave in to temptation cos it comes in one piece for each color.. but then again, i think i dont really need it! AGH. i should start selling stuff online.

yayy i didnt know liquidroom will be so fun. actually went there thinking its gonna be a damn boring night but i just wanna check out the place. but haha it was damn fun. and the drinks are damn cheap. (unless you dont count aiwei's super ex jug!!) and kit's booby dance is so so so so funny. heh.

supper was filled with the tryouts for basketball. everyone failed. okay maybe 3 times they passed. but thats about it...

soundbar looks nice! we should go there someday..

now its bedtime. zzzz.

its a saturday and im at home cos ive got food poisoning!! lalalala.

its a saturday and its the day of the agnesb private sale!! lalala.

its a saturday and its the day of the esprit sale!! (err not that i really fancy esprit..) but.. lalala.

its a saturday and im going out with my mommmmmyyyy!

ive got a sudden urge to cut my hair short. AGAIN. yes again. but no no no ive told myself that i will keep my hair long this year and see how long it is on my 19th. haha so stupid.

i will not.
i will not shop today.
i will not shop today at all.

okay perhaps i will just buy a little something.

gosh i just saw my guestbook. no wonder when i saw american tail... i thought the title of the show was american tail cos.... its a mouseymousey show and so like yah the tail of the mouse.

okay so its american tale.

anyone nice enough to lend me the vcd/dvd?

AMERICAN TALE.

work today totally sucked. such a screwed up day i swear.

anyway zouk was super packed. yayy zaki is the nicest! went with the usual st margs people. stmargsstmargs. and we were so bored we spent most of our time sitting down. and while the rest were at the dancefloor, kenneth and i were so bored we decided to take a walk along the river and guess where did we end up in? timberlux! haha.. kinemat's 6th birthday bash! quite cool.. though the people there are alottt older. hmm.

back to phuture for more boob talk. ah ga ga ga.

newton for supper. saw this uncle with 4 china women. wahhlao. one bomb not enough. you want four. bomb you till you scream for tongkatali ah uncle.. slowly slowly lahhh.

aye people, sunday zouk?

lester, ohmygosh you're the nicest!! hahaha how come you know? okok next time i will make the effort to say a big hi to you everytime i see you ok. ahaha. and stop hitting on my nieces! join the queue.. lol..

von, hahah. awww we probably finished up the rest.... later later later you're going... yes yes yes??? hahaha.

NOW NOW NOW ANYONE HAS THE VCD/DVD TO THE MOVIE AMERICAN TAIL? PRETTY PWEASEEE.

Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

my favourite song when i was a little girl.
this was the theme song of this particular movie. some mouse-y show. i used to watch it on the vcr almost everyday.. i remember the mouse being alone. then err. yah thats about it. but i would really like to watch that show again.

i love going over to my sister's place cos its the only time i can talk to her. sometime next week perhaps i will make the effort to wake up before 3pm and go down to millenniawalk to meet my sister for lunch.

i have so much to say..... but i dont really know how to put them into words.

today was a day well spent. though i spent it at my sister's place but its been quite sometime since i did.. so. yay.

i still wanna say so many things.

i feel so lost.................. agh......

at some random toilet... haha.

at cat's house before we left to walk to zouk..

im at my sister's place now. just played catching in the house with the girls. ahhh. they played dressing up just now too. damn cute.

tasha had her first swimming lesson just now. she had quite alot of fun! :) my sister has the biggest umbrella in the entire world.

okay gonna go watch whitechicks with the girls again! yayy!

ahhh just came home. the merc cab uncle was very nice. the fare was $22. but he charged me only $18. yayness. hahaha.

dinner at cat's place was good. baked pasta with salami, ham, beef, squids, prawns and lotsa cheese! yummmmmyyyy. topped up with glasses of baileys on the rocks. woohoo.

the few of us finished a bottle of baileys at cat's place. hahaha. just like the other time when cain, amy and ping came over and we finished a bottle without even realising it till we wanted more drinks. the catch up session around the table was how exciting. all the random new stuff! heh.

today was fun fun fun! cos almost everyone went! heh!
zouk/phuture with cat, aiwei, nicky, crystal, yvonne, jody and dan!
and i have a damn painful left ass now. WAHLAO..... growllls.

the world is DAMN small. or perhaps its just singapore.

supper at spize was not as funny as dinner. heh. AND WE FOUND A FLY IN CAT'S DRINK... EEEEEEYER. AND THEY STILL SO DARING CHARGE US FOR THAT CUP OF ICE TEH O... now everyone go eEeeEeeee.

okay im off to sleep! gonna go to my sister's place tomorrow and perhaps the opening of some new club at errr rivervalley yes?? haha. that is if im not too tired.

"doors closing.. tu tu tu tu tu"

gosh has it been 11 years already! 

the 3 guys yesterday trying to be cool or sth along the lines of that. ha. 

jer and i on sunday! we've been getting comments that we look alike.. haha.. 

on monday, i gambled.

i walked into a 4dtoto shop to buy scratchit cards.

i almost won $5000 bucks. hahahah. as if.

anyone needs a sugardaddy? or perhaps anyone wants a sugardaddy?

two and a half months. $5000 per month. max of 2 fucks a week.
30 year old married guy who is going to migrate soon. wife isnt in singapore already. hence the need.

call alex should you need some cash.

how do birds mate?
they take a feather and then they poke each other. and then thats where the phrase ruffling of feathers came about.

hahahha. ASS....

just got home. was SO close to going to JB but no........ bahh.

might be going tomorrow morning. but i think i'll pass. need to sleep! hehh. work today was superduper boring. and i found a new bitching partner! yay yay yay!!!!

went to holland with the afterOs people.. heh. like good old times. :) saw jessy! yayyy! caught up with her.. all the stuff thats happening. gosh gosh. damn funny. all the talk with the guys and denise about........... hahahaha. okay. and it seems like doing adult-ish stuff is the trend now. marriage abd babies. gosh!!!! went to foongseng for prata after that! kinda remember that place. haha i think the last time i went there i was kinda high. so... haha. anyway from there, we drove to yewtee. why? cos someone needed to shit. so we ended up in edric's room watching some funny videos. hahahaha. and yah now im home.

tomorrows a long dayy. or rather.. im gonna spend it sleeping. yayy new supper people!!

im gonna watch the L word season 2..

i let tigger have a smoke. HAHA. 

webcamming is so fun with branny who just got a webcam!!!